weightless

"i'm stuck in this fucking rut waiting on a seconhand pick-me-up"



hmmm. this seems to fit.



love list:
1. losing 6.8 pounds in three weeks
2. braves winning 2 out of 3
3. oltl
4. e.r.
5. 3oh!3



i'm glad that i am losing all this weight that has been piling up.
glad to see the braves are winning some games finally.
my favorite soap. good stories and i love the jess/brody thing.
watching the reruns on tnt. miss the show already.
favorite new band right now. loving tracks 5 and 7 on their c.d Want.

baseball heals my soul

love list pt3

1. Tim Lincecum
2. Brian McCann
3. Matt Diaz
4. Chipper Jones
5. Mike Gonzo

First off Tim Lincecum. The only non-brave on this list. He is just a beast! I love this guy, he has great pitching stuff and a ridiculously good change up that stumps the braves every time. Also he is a Cy Young award winner, how can you not love that. Next is the love of my life. I love Brian McCann more than anybody on this list. He is an amazing catcher and one of the best hitters on the Braves team. Whenever he is out, the team suffers. Hoping he makes it to the All-Star game this year.
Matt Diaz is also an awesome hitter and fielder on the Braves team. Wish they would play him more. He is a great outfielder and probably would have had a great '08 season if he hadn't messed up his knee.
Now Chipper is not always my favorite person but he does often live up to his reputation. He is a great hitter and fielder along with Brian and Matt. He has also been with the Braves for quite awhile and definitely deserves the leadership role for the team. He has an amazing memory for pitchers and pitches and definitely knows how to prepare for games and help his teammates warm up as well.
Ok and last is Gonzo. This man is also a beast. He is the best closer that the Braves have and he has some crazy stuff. I love his little rocking back and forth before a pitch. So glad he is back from the D.L.

Learned my lesson

i definitely learned what not to do saturday night. and so did h. she and i both felt horrible saturday and sunday.

love list pt2.

1. tom collins
2. white gold
3. Casey Max
4. sims
5. CSI: Miami

very random list tonight. i definitely love tom collins in moderation. and when p's dad makes it for me. i dislike gold because t doesnt go well with my skin tone so white gold works better. Casey Max is my wonderful puppy. I love him to death and he will appear on love lists again i am sure. the sims is an awesome video game that i play way to often. i cant wait for sims3 to come out. and lastly is CSI: Miami. Horatio is hilarious!

thats all for now....

things that i love

i'm going to try to write about 5 things i love in each post.

1. popcorn with lots of butter and cheese stuff at the movies.
2. icee's
3. potato soup
4. s'mores
5. crunchy peanut butter

this one is obviously about food.

sleepless nights

i wish for just one night of sleep.
peaceful sleep.
sleep so that when i wake up i'm tired still
sleep that could heal all aches and wounds.
sleep...
if only.

liking you and hating you is all i ever do

i want you
and you know that
but all you do is complain
about how you want someone
but you cant find anyone
and that you are so busy

well i am here
i've been here
and i want to help you
i think you need help
but you wont accept it

i care about you.
for some god forsaken reason
and it hurts

is sick... and tired

i'm sick..
literally. thank you pollen.
but also figuratively...
of you and you bullsh**
and of you and your drama.

i'm tired.
literally. thank you school.
but also mentally.
i worry and stress so much.
its exhausting.
i just want to sleep for a few weeks.