can't sleep

i'm so tired that i cant sleep. how ridiculous.
everytime i try i remember sad things and get upset.

i feel like I am losing everyone...

one month

today..

happy

fucking birthday to me.
yet again, i hate this.
still miserable.

i'm miserable.

A Bit More Baseball

New Best Friends?

This is Bobby Cox going out to talk to Hinske after he was hit with a pitch. I dont even know what the team is going to do without him.

This boy hit a ball during batting practice that literally went out of the park at the farthest part of the field. Hit it over the big sign/scoreboard. Holy Cow!

Spring Training

One of the best things about spring training. All the hot guys in tight pants.

This is my baseball that has been signed by Javy Lopez. How amazing!!

I am very excited about this upcoming baseball season. The boys look good (on the field and off) and I am very interested to see what these new guys are going to bring to the team.

My Boys of Summer

In the morning I am headed to Florida to watch my Braves boys play a few spring training games.

YAY!!

that is pretty much it... Brian here I come.